Illusion of Yesterday

Did I address all those trouble, the secret buried deep in my soul
Did I walk the right way, I felt it dark and cold.

I'm trying to heal from a mystery mind, running around, troubling time
I take a step ahead, here I am back to yesterday.

A shadow light, a rush of plight, I turn to my side,I break the rules I can't abide.
My mother said I can win if I learn to try, she doesn't understand if I win my heart dies.

It's such a shame I can't comprehend, the fiction of my tragic life, isolation turning to illusion and I hang by the trail.
I look ahead, a beauty queen waiting to love me, but I'm just stuck here in yesterday.

Rewind

I sometimes wonder if I ever cross your mind,
Maybe you keep your heart closed as a blind.

It's 4 in the morning and I see no dreams that we last,
Crazy, I am awake and maybe you're just stuck in your past.

Trying to tell you, in moments we spend love,
Fighting our shadows and finding a place where it's never dark.

Wait for me sunshine, I am not here forever until you put me back to life,
Keep off our reasons, far from the seasons and kiss goodbye.

Once again it's winters and I am wondering, if we have frozen all our warmth in our hearts.
Let's just rewind all we had to the start!!.