Colliding kisses

When the winds calls me back today,
Seems I lived my all my life just yesterday
That beautiful face, those rosy lips and the sky hanging by our kiss.

This lonely night, my darkest sunshine and the deepest wounds bleeding,
My voice fading, living breathless and words seem to collide.

Oh.. oh.. ooh...
I am coming home into your arms
Oh..oh...ooh
I am running back to those blue skies,
Oh.. oh..ooh..
Those kisses then turn to past..
Oh .. oh.. ooh
I wish love never dies
(I wish you were with me tonight)

Just sitting here and killing time
Everything lives and not just I
Your angel wings my blue eyes
Touch of your lips and now they aren't mine.

The Lady

Night fell over the hallowed heart every corner ripped apart, she choose to see the wrath it would bring. She sang her song she did learn, it could mend the scariest dreams. She knew of pain in a burning heart, he put his ashes in an empty jar.

When he spoke in a night that long, all she knew he needed a happy song. Time paused by to make them see, he knew her and she knew him. He wrote of pain with bliss of ink, but she knew of bliss and beauty of ink.

Then she asked him to live his life, she had a spell to hold him tight. He felt some warmth in the Journey of plight, all she did was put herself by his side. He read so well of a heart that smiles, she knew of smiles and a heart that hides.

Illusion of Yesterday

Did I address all those trouble, the secret buried deep in my soul
Did I walk the right way, I felt it dark and cold.

I'm trying to heal from a mystery mind, running around, troubling time
I take a step ahead, here I am back to yesterday.

A shadow light, a rush of plight, I turn to my side,I break the rules I can't abide.
My mother said I can win if I learn to try, she doesn't understand if I win my heart dies.

It's such a shame I can't comprehend, the fiction of my tragic life, isolation turning to illusion and I hang by the trail.
I look ahead, a beauty queen waiting to love me, but I'm just stuck here in yesterday.

Rewind

I sometimes wonder if I ever cross your mind,
Maybe you keep your heart closed as a blind.

It's 4 in the morning and I see no dreams that we last,
Crazy, I am awake and maybe you're just stuck in your past.

Trying to tell you, in moments we spend love,
Fighting our shadows and finding a place where it's never dark.

Wait for me sunshine, I am not here forever until you put me back to life,
Keep off our reasons, far from the seasons and kiss goodbye.

Once again it's winters and I am wondering, if we have frozen all our warmth in our hearts.
Let's just rewind all we had to the start!!.

Blasphemy

Lights all around, shadow over life, 

Petrified and desolate, I run to just hide.

The Hallows calling my name from way beyond the street,

Wherever I go the darkness never seem to leave.

A melodic rush in the air, very shallow yet so clear

Am I just so tired or is it my despair?

All I know now that I can't run any long, the misery of joy is just prolonged. 

It's time for you to fear, I will haunt you all your life, now that I am back from six feet under my dear.

Before I die

It's November again, the rains have stopped, and I am awake.
Let myself sink in your eyes, where the rains stopped by.
I don't know if that's right or just another mistake.

I remember that face but then I see you,
I thought her's was mine, and so I cried.
So if tonight I ask you, will yours be true.
I know she lied, will you be the same even If I tried.

I wouldn't care what I feel, if I'd make sense to you,
Baby can we stop playing this game and live in our hearts,
It will take a lot of courage for me and for you too.
Wouldn't you try once if I say I would be there till I fall apart.

It's November again, the rains have stopped, and I am awake.
Let myself sink in your eyes, where the rains stopped by.
I don't if that's right or just another mistake.

Emancipation

Changed seasons, changed cities, changed whatever I shouldn't be,
Couldn't change the only thing
You and me.

Lassitude surrounded,  A poignant aura all around,
I thought this would last forever, never, and unbound.

Thunder and rains passed by my heart,
I hid my self in isolation
Claustrophobia, hallucination, grief all crept in, only for redemption.

I broke that chain and held its hand, not by thought, only desperation
Maybe you're doing well too but I living life with compassion

Heartbeat

I don't know if I am writing this with a broken heart or a lonely mind,
But I am just trying to let you know that nothing you did was kind.

And if I survive this storm tonight, maybe tomorrow I shall let you know about this fight,
Or if you prayed so hard to wish me die then I would hold on you tight.

I have been here before and this seems so sureal,
I scream, I cry, I curse, I pray for what that's there inside to die tonight and rot in hell.

Nothing seems to go well.

So I just run through that narrow bridge which once I crossed to see us meet,
How do you run that memory lane where every step is my heartbeat.

Breaking Arlette (celtique)

Weren't you compassionate, inspiring, fell in love, loved through your heart?
Funny that every word and thought lingers around that crazy part.

Hallowed in the darkest thoughts, you resist to claim what's always yours.
The wheel of faith will soon disappear and some facts you will endure.

So my dear you took a stand as the chambers of sorrow failed to hold,
These few words should have said when your heart once silently told.

The leaves that fell and the life that died wasn't it a gloomy night? Oh! You missed that or maybe you held too tight.
The river that drowned you once with all your desires once, it has forgotten its  depths to the shallows and gone are your desires to the mud.

That reminds me of the oath thy so scared to break.
So take my hand this last time, for I know you still wish for a better death,
It's time that we together break this arlette.

Until Goodnight

Remorse all around, dejected and ruined.
The clock ticks with time and I petrified.
I believe I could change me,tame me to give a damn.
Somethings are just so good surreal, reality chokes them to death.

I ran down to my heart once, pleading to make me believe,
That night when it turned me down, I knew the colour of blood was bleak.
So I lay still since just too see, who woke you up and made me sick.

All believed the beloved, I was astray
To make you look into my heart, maybe this is what is takes.
Lift the veil and show your face, for even if you lie tonight, nothing's gonna change.

I knew you then and I know you know,
All the time you surrendered before letting me down.
The smile I stare and dream to live, you let me not close to one such thing.
Play me now if you dare to cry, I have opened those pages where your last words were goodbye.

Hell Hath No Fury

Believe me when I say I saw apocalypse in her tears,
Ignorant, and arrogant were my sarcasm,
Every time I close my eyes and I hear those screams of fear.
I ran, I fell and fell down the cataclysm.

Irony of her love I felt, joy of my pain made her day,
Till today I fail to solve the mystery of her powers,
Her agony of joy just drifted me away.
Words I had were just washed by showers.

Save me dear and spare my life,
I yell, I cry and I know the end is near,
Your wrath has come, let follow your verdict to die.
She did not kill me then, but I still live in those fears.

The Curls of Enigma

I guess it's still that déjà vu, "I have met you somewhere" I feel,
With my dreams so ambitious, and the fears that I hide,
I will conceal all the mystery those beautiful curls reveal
Life is not a game of hearts and to that I abide.

I wish you could read faces that would have made my heart so light,
Future is certain but not everlasting as they say,
So I keep wishing for a dream of yours, at least for tonight
But wish and dreams just turn to dust as the night awaits the day.

Now that this is what I can do my best,
Wait for a summer and just put time to test.
I'll hope to see and love those twirls
One day I will reaveal the enigma of those curls.

Love Delusion

Late in the night she whispered into my ears, I dare to open my eyes.
The tricks she had were magical though rested on lies.

The breeze above my head became cold, the whiskey kept my body warm but my heart frozen as ice
There she stood to embrace me in her arms, I reached for her unaware of her disguise.

Her lips touched mine and I dissolved in love, an agony fell upon me that night, a tale I live this far
'Serendipity' I call that night, still left disguised, she taught me love and left me with a scar.

Since then till date I fear those lips and haunt her hymn that made me lure,
The tricks she knew I learned it fast, 

her tricks were real to let you know, 

I open my eyes and find myself faking love as disguised as her. 

Lamentable Man

In the stranded hours of absolute emptiness, like in an eye of a cyclone,
he spent his nights erasing his memories of the day.
The only voice he remembers is of his own, so familiar yet so cold.
He made his days and  demolished them himself.

The resonance of solitude had uprooted the memories of his conclaves,
he was serendipitous, drugs, lust and she.
Addiction left him secluded but she never let him die in peace,
Today he stands audacious, a little balmy but strong.

I have seen the saints pass by but the curse still prevails.
last night on my windowpane, time stopped still for one last time,
I found this tearjerker so divine.
All it meant was love to him, and that took so much time.
He moved on and spared his life, at a place he moved where the sun never shone and the sky was red.
The valley of death was a stroll away, a bright light sparked in a beautiful smile,
 he turned around to look back at her and wanted to stay.
In his naïve ignorance he was, as he wondered of those pretty lips,


"The glance that gave him life again and a lady he can't forgive."


                                                                                                    (.... to be continued)

Enigma

In the parody of darkness she was born, unaware of the necrocracy prevailing

Feared love to enter through the doors, a night when nightmare met reality

And cast its shadow, the de facto, Society.

Tears were the only trace of water left, heart was dried as a desert

Love! She yelled with all her gust and fear started to disappear.

Love was restored and fear was lost, society prevailed and she fell in love.

Blessed she felt for once it was, time passed by and she believed all to be real.

Houri, she was! The phantoms in the slash waited to unveil her. Her agony can be heard when you still pass.

What I see is a mirror of her desires, so onerous one dare to touch. She pulls me close and just strays me apart.

The beast seeked redressal, love vanquished every dark corner,

Love did not stop at one, she fell in love a hundred time so cruel that spared none.

What brought her close is what pulled her apart, pitying her life and helpless 

Death! She yelled with all her gust but this time, her voice disappeared.

An Iridescent Woman

Way beyond the horizon she was born,
secluded, eluded but with wings of angels.
she lost her ways, mine were too stubborn,
The breeze she sent, touched me today,
A tale so eloquent, serene and filled with betrayals!

Feel her feet on the gates of heaven,
the tears of joy start to drip.
Bound in the cage her beauty avenges,
Standing far I watch and dream.

And when the sky falls apart ,
the pain vents out of her bosoms
The white satin on her skin so surreal,
unaware of the alchemy, her dignity
and serenity lay alive in the ashes. 

I tried to conceal her wiles, and death stood numb,
The voices afar from the gates get closer.
They lifted her up and parted her soul, while she lay so dumb,
 Her wrath was silenced and they could not carry her heart.

Disguised Friend

 


You feel you have conquered me and can empower your tyranny
I your slave and you put me in the grave
The good world you showed, was just an irony
Be afraid for now your slave is brave.

You gave me friends and you took them back
You read my mind and made the world feel pity
With the cadence of time, my memories you hijack
You drag me into your mundane affairs and make my sermons witty

You make me fall in love and then feel dejected
I see her go away and you open my way to her world
Just to get her glance, to you I get addicted
I know she is gone but I live in the same harold.

You are no ruler of lives for I create you
I retreat from her world and yours too
My love for her will stay with me like drops of dew
Goodbye to you my friend before you pull me into.

Last

 

Glimpses of the past and nightmares of the future, both have taken me away
The story that enlightens every dark corners stands away from me today.

The lovely old days and the present day turmoil, both are so significant,
All these dreams and hopes of joy has left me so indifferent.

The strength to fight and a spark to rise have disappeared in the deadly hallows,
the trail of failures and misery of defeat is what that always follows.

The prayer of joy and wings on fire is what this lost self pleads, the dying heart and rusted soul now seldom bleeds.

Come all and join me for the day of death is very near, lets travel the way together and make sure that our head is still held high and the world untouched by fear.

Change?

 


From the beginning of a day to the end of a month,
From beginning of a new year till the eve of a decade, what has changed?

We have grown but our thoughts have been chained.
Humanity declined and demons were acclaimed.
Love is dead and enmity is engraved.
Surrounded in an air of lust, feelings have gone to dust.
Development is just an irony and corruption is the real state.
In the last few days or a long decade we might have changed but the same society prevails.
Technology has narrowed our power to think broad.
Honesty has taken a toll and declared fraud.
Change? Change itself has never changed since inception.
We are still part of our own resurrection.

Echoes from the past

  


Some wounds can never be healed, some empty spaces can never be filled
Some people are so hard to forget, some are so foolish to regret
Some people love beyond a mistake, some are just so fake
Why is so hard to love someone? Why is it hard to forget?
Why the thirst always needs to be quenched? Why is it so important to win a bet?
Cant we just stay and accept what comes our way?
Cant we live back those days, we left so far away?